______Trapped In Here...------

HiM__________

Name: Lawrence Eng
Bdae: 24th December 1985
Email: scriptor_X@hotmail.com


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-My dearest I-chUn!
-Friends, Family, Music, LIFE


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In My Memories___



June 2005

||My Soulmates||

|YiNa| YiNgZhEn| JaCqUeLiNe| RoY|
|NiCoLe| sHuYi| GuAnWeI| eVeLyN|

||dedicated to||

-Ichun -My Bestest Friends -all who noes me...

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Monday, June 27, 2005

- DISCOVERY!!! -

How was my day today : Eventful! Why? Cos the 1st thing in the morning, i woke up and decided to make some changes to the arrangement of my room! so after a few hours of shifting : TA-da! It looks like a new room already! Wat it lacks now is jus the stickin of OUR stars on the ceiling, Ichun! You said you'll come this Saturday wan ar..! Anyway, I went to Ichun's house afterwards to study.. And there, i made an important discovery...!

My darling, Ichun: I'm very, very touched... I've always wanted to read wat was on the foolscap paper, and today, you finally allowed me to read it! You ar! You should have let me know bout your feelings since then mar! How was I to know? You wrote on it yourself that you heard rumours bout me liking you.. but why din you show me a sign at tat time? Den it could've spared you the long wait.. Cos, cos.. I love you! Anyway, now, we're also together liao, and i'm nv gonna let anything jeopardise our relationship! You mean everything to me! Heez.. Anyway, your tests start tomolo, rite? All the best of luck, yeah? Jus give in you best effort, and never look back and regret, k? Muackz!

Sigh... in bout a few hours time, I must book in liao! I cant wait for Saturday to come, cos tat'll mean getting to see you again, my dear! Take good care of yourself, so you wun be sick when we meet! (",)

The Trapped Soul |8:35 PM|

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

Yeah! Its off day tomolo! can spend another day with you, my dearest Ichun.. I jus realised tat I wouldn't mind at all if this world consists of only the both of us : You and Me! Cos You are the light of my life, and You brought life to my soul.. Anyway, once again, one whole day spent with you, my darling! Wat more could i ask, rite? You've made me so happy, i couldnt believe i could ever be happier, but everytime i'm with you, you always prove me wrong! I know tat you're gonna burn midnight oil tonight, so jia you, k? but if you're really tired liao, den jus go and sleep, k? Dun force yourself! and dun keep me waitin in dreamland! I'll keep to my word tat i'll sleep early tonight! I love you, my darling... MUack!

The Trapped Soul |8:58 PM|

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

Darlin, really appreciate tat you came all the way to my place to study with me! Sorry if i was tired, cos i really am! Been outfield the whole of last week, insufficient sleep and food, i am really glad tat i had you as my company immediately after i booked out! If only every other day would be like tat.. i wun mind living in this "eternal" bliss... nothing much to write about today, cos i m really damn tired.. lol.. YEah!! can get to see you again after giving tuition tomolo morning! Can't wait...!! :)

The Trapped Soul |10:50 PM|

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

Its finally Saturday.. I was jus wonderin why saturday never seems to come! Anyway, Ichun's dad jus came back from overseas.. probably to spend Father's day together! That also means tat i wun be able to spend this weekend with you, darling, cos you'll have to keep your dad company! But den, he's also not always in Singapore, so pls do value thetime you all spen together as a family, k? So, i decided to go to my club and do some gym workout! I guess i must be crazy, cos apparently, i've supposedly got alot of PT at camp liao, and now, even on a saturday, i m doin PT too.. sounds like some health freak like tat.. After my gym and swim, i went to meet Yina Tan at bugis.. She was late, so i walked around and saw my Billabong bag at the 77th street! Costs bout $65.. i think i'll get it! we went shoppin awhile, den we went to Parkway steamboat for dinner! wah.. my stomach almost exploded lar! food for thought : how come there seems to be so much more food as compared to 4 ppl eating when we're also payin the same amount?? weird rite? anyway, after tat, we went to starbucks, where we met Delon. Jac and Roger are supposed to join us too, but i think guess they started *ahem*, so they pang seh us! haha.. jus kidding la! anyway, deloon's sis was there too.. and he met us with his new jacket! suddenly the weather become very cold, rite delon? lol.. we played bluff, and halfway through, the sis joined us to play daidee.. Tats the end of my saturday! quite boring, but at lest i managed to spend it not idling around... too bad you cant join us, YZ! Anyway, my dearest ichun, i hope we'll be able to meet tomolo, at lest for a moment.. so we'll see how lor, k? i'll be waiting for your call, darling...

The Trapped Soul |12:56 AM|

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

Wat a day! Firstly, i only managed to leave camp at 6.50pm, when my classes start at 7.30pm at town! Best.. So for the 2nd consequtive week, i took a cab from pasir ris to town, and its a heart-painer, cos its a waste of money! At lest i managed to reach on time! den half way through, i realised i have to go back camp to settle some stuff after my classes.. but the problem is tat i've already agreed to go to the "chalet" at changi.. thankx for your call and your email with the map of how to get there and the photo of the chalet itself, MUZ! but sorry, i still cant make it.. YINA TAN! howz the superstar thingy? so sorry i couldnt join you peeps today.. cos i've got my hands full liao.. hope you guys are having fun!

The Trapped Soul |12:38 AM|

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

I-chun : One of the BEST saturdays I've ever had! why? cos i've spent practically the whole day with you, my dear! It has really been quite a while since we last manage to spend so much time together! Though most of the time spent is jus pure studying, wat really matters is having you by my side, and tat really helps me alot! i never knew studyin could be so fun! I miss the morning breakfast at mac's and lunch at subway already! I wanna turn back time and eat with you again! heez.. Yeah! tomolo i'll get to see you again! i should be goin joggin in the mornin 1st, den start giving my tuition, den rush down to meet you, den maybe go for my tuition at night lor.. den i go book in liao! Once i m back in, i'll start hopin the weekdays will pass quickly again, cos i'll get to see you again durin the weekends! I love you, darling! :)

ZhuPengGouYou : Delon, Yina, Gary.. met them at 85 for dinner! the food is great and cheap, but wat matters most is the company! Yina, remember? Good company + Good food = Greatest pleasure in life!

The Trapped Soul |12:26 AM|

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Friday, June 10, 2005

Yeah!!! Its a Friday... Finally!! This week was jus plain terrible! Got runs almost every other day lar! Even when i book out, i still have to run home somemore, den in the end still was late for my classes! Best! ... So many things to study, i wonder if i can make it on time for my A's! So friends out there, please include me in ur prayers, k? hmm... i wonder wat kinda day tomolo would be? I'll be meeting I-chun 1st thing in the morning.. at 8.30a.m.! We'll be studying till dunno when, den I'll be meeting my zHu-PeNg-GoU-yOu after tat! Sorry Gary.. i wun be able to pass you the naruto animations tomolo if we do meet, cos my friend refuses to return me! I've been buggin him every other day liao, so dun blame me ar! Anyway, i think i m playin for Acjcband alumni after all.. cos i go a call today from Yangbin, and he desperately needs one horn player! Sorry i couldnt make it for all the past few practs, cos i've got classes! but if need be, i'll take off this wednesday and thursday lor.. cos thursday is the concert day itself! but den, i really feel like its not very nice la! cos its like i m jus goin for my 1st pract which is like 1 day before the real thing lar.. we shall see, k? anyway, i do miss you guys too! so long din go back acjc liao.. sorta brings back memories... anyway, i hope i'll get to sleep well tonight, so tat i've got enough energy to keep me goin tomolo!!

The Trapped Soul |11:44 PM|

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

Whew! Wat a day!! Firstly, i slept damn "early" last night(or you could call it this mornin!) , den, i have to wake up early to give tuition... jus when i ws gonna settle down and rest, i got a replied msg from ichun tellin me tat she's actually at her tuition centre, and she's gonna go back to her school to join back her C.O. camp after tat! Well, being the typical me, and since it seems so long since i last saw her(its only a few days back though!), i decided to rush down, despite knowing she'll be released in bout 10 mins time! so i took a quick shower, changed, and flagged a cab down! Guess wat? it only took me bout 25min! Obviously i couldnt make it on time, but thankfully, her lesson ended late too, so in the end, its sorta like jus in time! after tat, i sent her back to her school, and i jus tried to burn my time by havin lunch at the hawker centre opposite her school. I tell you, its one of the cheapest places to eat, and on top of that, the servings are quite big too! anyway, after waitin a few hours, she came out, and i sent her home lor... frankly speakin, today doesn't seem to be an exciting day.. however, somehow, i seem to be so much happier den yesterday! We had murtabak at this indian coffeeshop outside the old-tk, where we met a few prostitues and some lecherous old men! I din know there were pros so near tk! After tat, i went to my club to join up with my family, where i decided to go for a swim, and had dinner afterwards... wat a day.. rushin here and rushin there... whew!

The Trapped Soul |11:50 PM|

Last day of Tkband pract for this batch of sec4s! When back again, and had section lunch with my section! We had lunch at Parkway BK.. alumni present : Me, Huimin, Delon and Desmond...
After tat left to meet Delon, Gary and Yina before proceedin on to town! We loitered around, and waited for Roy and Yingzhen to arrive at Heeren! I saw a very nice red coloured Nike T-shirt at the "Limited Edition Vault".. it cost bout $42, but i'm still decidin whether i should get tat or jus a simple adidas t-shirt! After that, we walked around and ended up at FarEast. Ate dinner at Han's, where Yingzhen decided to STARVE herself, despite offerin to treat her! After dinner, we walked to N.Y.D.C for supper.. Den we went home... Quite eventful day, but i seem not to be in the mood for anything.. Weird.. really cant find any reason why...

I-chun: I wonder what are you doin now? you called in the afternoon, while i was at heeren, but after that, there's no news of you? Guess you must be too busy with your game? Hmmm.. Jus hope you'll take good care of yourself... you've a BF here who misses you like crazy... How i wished you are around wherever i go and watever i do... Life seems so empty without you.. It seems exceptionally empty today.. I have my good friends, but you should noe the significance you are to my life! now i fully comprehend "absence makes the heart fonder...", cos I miss you so much! The only place i see you is at the photo in my wallet, and those outdated neoprints we took! Before i sleep, i pray hard that you'll never leave my dreams, cos i dream of you every other night... well, i guess jus a simple sms or call from you will brighten up my otherwise lonely day... so i always have my hand clutchin the hp, even when i sleep, cos i m afraid tat if you do call in the middle of the night, i will not be able to wake up and ans ur call... when i m out, my hand always stays in my pocket, for fear of missin your call.. Wherever you are now, i jus hope you'll have a good night's sleep, and think of me whenever you can.... life's so miserable without you by my side... I miss you, darling... lots...

The Trapped Soul |3:15 AM|

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Friday, June 03, 2005

Went to visit TKband in the morning.. BEST! I overslept! I cannot believe it... somemore still got "wake-up" sms-es from Peggy and Zhenzhen! I put my alarm at 7am lar, and somehow, i din hear it! I cant believe i was so tired la! In the end, woke up at 9.30am.. and somehow, managed to reach tk at 10.35am! Damn fast rite? Anyway, when i reached there, Azlan was correcting some "drills" to the band.. after tat, the band played Captain's Ball!

Tracy : Pls remember to tell James to order some F.horn strings.. and if possible, get the Qms to get some of those rotary oil tat i told you about!(the one with the needle!) And also ask them to get a new set of small screwdrivers! I've managed to repair all the horns, but it'll keep getting "stuck" unless you peeps maintain it by regularly and oiling all the horns!!

When out for sectional lunch.. and met up with Jac and Delon at Parkway 1st, den proceeded to Bugis Junction to meet Yina Tan and Yingzhen! They bought their bags, and we then went to town to get movie tix! so glad to have Roy and Roger join us too! For ONCE, the guys out-number the girls! Monster-in-Law was nice, but having you Zhu Peng Gou You as company was jus PERFECt! Den went to N.Y.D.C, where somehow, it suddenly became cheap to eat there!

I-chun : Thankx for callin! I was wondering whether you were angry with me or something, cos I've got no reply from you the whole day! You ar! See lar! So tired lar! So sorry i cant meet you up in the morning tomolo, cos i needa go back camp! Hope you'll enjoy ur C.O. camp tomolo... Miss you... lots! Do call me when free, k? Wonder when's the next time I'll get to see you again... And how i wish you were watchin the movie with me.. (",)

The Trapped Soul |12:30 AM|

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

TJC band concert today! And also my 1st concert together with my Dearest I-chun! Well, thankx for secretly rushing down from Singapore Sports School to VCH! Mind you... its from Woodlands mrt to City Hall mrt lar.. and on top of tat, its done in total secrecy lar.. Dear, you're really the best! Get caught how? You ar! But it really means alot to me... I'm very, very TOUCHED! I know tat we still have got some issues to settle... I know i said tat no matter wat happens, jus as long as you follow your heart, i'll definitely support you.. but tat doesnt mean tat i wun be sad too.. Well, i'll wait.. I'll wait till you're freed from ur busy schedule, and wait till we've got time to spend quality time together! I'm still deeply in love with you, and I've got this lifetime to wait for you! So you must try to make urself free, k? I love you, darling!!

Hmmm... tomorrow(actually today!), i'll be payin tkband a visit! I promised zhenzhen and peggy i'll go back! whew.. it starts at 8am! wonder if i'll wake up on time! You both said you'll send me a wake up sms!

Tomorrow afternoon, there'll be an outing organised by Yina Tan... Purpose : to get her 3 bags! Yina Tan! You really need so many bags meh? No need to get so many lar.. Jus get the best wan, and save the rest of the money, betta rite? Yingzhen! Have you gotten your bag? Seriously.. tat black Adidas bag is too big for you! I think its bcos you're too small size liao! But den, your present bag's perfect too, so i think you should also save ur money, and spend it on other stuff! And how bout ur short Jeans skirt? I think some of Jacqueline's "short-skirt-syndrome" rubbed off on you! Hmm.. wonder who'll be goin tomolo.. Delon! dun pangseh again hor... Jacqueline, you're joinin us rite?

I betta get some sleep.. no 2moro I'll looked like i got punched in my eyes while sleepin!

The Trapped Soul |1:17 AM|

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Finally!

Whew! After 1 whole night of "hardwork", my blog's up.. finally!! Wah.. I really din know making a blog is THIS troublesome! Well, now tat my blog is done up, I can now sit back and take a breather! Omg! Time passes really fast!! I think i'd better get some sleep! Tomorrow's a long day! And yes.. HAPPY 17th mth Anniversary, my darlin! I'd love to spend more time with you, but its not the case! Nvm... I still love you, lots! Hope you're sleepin well at ur camp.. wherever you are!

The Trapped Soul |1:42 AM|

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